⌊The grey room⌋
The city of Saraqib is located in north-west Syria. I grew up in this city and played in its alleyways and streets. The architecture of my home country is strongly influenced by the colour grey: Grey is the colour of the cement used to construct public buildings. Grey was the predominant colour of the rooms where I went to school and grey is the colour of the buildings of Syrian government institutions, whose surfaces reflect their inherent political ideologies.
The inhabitants of my hometown were displaced about four years ago. Saraqib has become a deserted place where a deathly silence reigns. It is no longer the town I knew. The war has changed its shape and destroyed its houses. After the shells fell on the town, thick layers of grey ash and dust accumulated, covering the houses and streets with a uniform layer of light grey dirt: All the things in my family's house - walls, floors, furniture, even the surrounding trees. Previously lively places became empty spaces without inhabitants. When I looked at the things, I couldn't tell that they were made of different materials such as wood, glass or plastic. They lost the colour and feel of the material they were made of. All the objects became the same, as if they were sculptures made of cement and stone. All details, lines and contrasts were eliminated so that everything became an abstract surface and the whole place looked like a blurred image.
↑ Saraqib after the Air attacks
Many of the remaining buildings were used for other purposes. Schools became homes and after the destruction of hospitals, some houses were converted into first aid centres. The destruction to which the rooms were exposed forced us to live in them in their current state. According to the script of the war, it became the new norm that unrelated things were placed in the same room, for example cooking utensils, medical equipment and school chairs. In war, all options are possible, as a room can be anything: A house, an infirmary or even a school.
The constantly changing construction of these spaces and the migration of their inhabitants from one place to another created a physiognomic structure that reflected people's fears of loss. Everything seemed to me like the scenery of a studio in which a film about war is being shot: Each day imposed a different meaning on the rooms with a new "scenographic" design. Walls and furniture were removed, creating space for a different, new scene.
↑ My childhood home in Saraqib, pictures taken by my family
I left my hometown years ago, but the grey and this constant rearrangement of the war are an important part of my memory and present. As an artist and studied production designer, I began to ask myself what influence these images and what I had experienced had on me and my work as an artist who deals with the design of spaces?
So I started researching the colour grey, which is emotionally so closely linked to my past and carries many other colours within. I wanted to trace the facets of grey in order to confront myself with my own past. This resulted in pictures of spaces. Spaces of light and shadow, whose shades of grey offered me an opportunity to experiment and grow; which touched time, memories and dreams.
In literature, grey is described as the absence of colour or the colour of point zero in art [1]. Wassily Kandinsky wrote: "grey is the moment when everything stands still, when there is nothing, no sound, just immobility and a feeling of desolation." [2]
In one of his most famous works, THE LAST SUPPER, the artist Ben Willikens quoted Leonardo da Vinci's mural [3]. The cold grey in which Willikens painted his canvases stems from a life experience he had as a child in the winter of 1943, when he walked through the neighbourhoods of his city, which had been devastated by air raids during the war. The city was covered in ash mixed with snow. [4] "The colour grey, with all its nuances, brings the light to our eyes in a measured way and does not impose itself immediately," says Willikens. It creates "a certain objectification. At the same time, it is the colour of death and suffering." [5] The conceptual artist Alan Charlton began painting in monochrome grey in the 1970s. "I think grey has this quality of obsessive isolation; (...) I chose it as the most emotional colour there is. It is the colour of utility and boredom, of melancholy, of depression."[6]
Through my preoccupation with painting, I became aware of the many qualities of grey.
↑ The models and photographs were created as part of the work for the animated film RICORDARI (AT).
The places and spaces where I used to live or where I live today inspire me. My relationship with these places, spaces and things is a kind of interaction and inner dialogue. I feel them and communicate with them through my senses and my body. These spaces have their own odour, and the texture and echo of the walls can also be felt. When we leave them, they remain in our memory as mental spaces.
The place that I have irretrievably lost in my life is my family home in Saraqib. This loss motivated me to look at living spaces, furniture and objects that for various reasons were left behind by their inhabitants or no longer exist, possibly due to war or disasters. I began to recreate them as models made of paper and cardboard, which took me back to my childhood when I used to draw and make things with these materials. For me, the process of building these spaces is a re-creation and interaction with objects and events from the past. My work is based on exploring these spaces and analysing the different configurations of furniture and objects within by rearranging them in different contexts and then to document them photographically.
It is important to me to formulate questions about certain spaces or objects of everyday life in my work. When we look at these pictures, they perhaps encourage us to think about the meaning of the spaces shown and what they tell us about their inhabitants.
I use still life painting and its visual language in particular as inspiration for my work. The paintings of Giorgio Morandi, for example, have a great influence on my arrangements in terms of composition, colour, light and mood. Morandi's paintings give the impression of being viewed from a distance, with the edges and shadows of the objects appearing blurred and out of focus. His works have a visual language that conveys feelings of intimacy and nostalgia.
Sometimes I just focus on a single object standing alone in the room and photograph it. When I look at the picture, it opens up the possibility of imagining what other things might have been in the room before. We can see the object that is there and possibly also realise that other objects have been removed or no longer exist. The image can therefore give us an insight into both, the current state of the space and its past. It can show us how the space has changed over time and what traces past events have left behind.
For me, the result of the fusion of model and photography is ultimately like a painting. The image should not only create illusions or simulate reality, but, above all, invite the viewer to reflect. Each medium contributes in its own way to shaping our perception of reality. By bringing them together, we can gain a deeper understanding of how realities are formed.
Maher Abdo was born in 1984 in the city of Idlib in Syria. He studied stage design at the Higher Institute of Dramatic Art in Damascus. After graduating, he became actively involved in the theatre industry and worked on productions of Syrian series and films. Maher has lived in Berlin since 2015, where he completed his Master's degree in Production Design at the Film University Babelsberg Konrad Wolf in 2023. In addition to his work as a production designer in the German film industry, Maher Abdo builds and photographs architectural models to artistically explore the relationships between sculpture, photography, architecture and film.
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